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Marcylittleninja Artist | Illustrator | Digital Art Location: Australia

Marcylittleninja ---is a self-taught, Freelance Illustrator & Visual Art Student from Darley, Australia; who specializes in Anime/ Manga styled Fantasy/ Romance Illustrations.

マちゃん--- はじめまして!♥(ˆ⌣ˆԅ) 私はオーストラリアのでイラストレーターとキャラクターデザイナーをしています。マちゃんとよんでください。 イチゴが好きです。 日本語を勉強しています。 間違いがあれば直してください。 よろしくおねがいします!

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Update 2014/04/09

Hello hello!

Long time, little to no updates.

I’m so so so so sorry once again, as usual. I’ve been having my ups and downs but as usual the rain stops and the sun shines once again. So I guess life will figure out its problems eventually. Just need to keep trying and do my best like I always do.

I have to admit, My confidence fell a lot in the past few weeks. I did feel as if I wasn’t improving my art but the real issue there was my thinking. My art was indeed improving, my thinking however, was not. As a Buddhist, I should be avoiding the negative thinking and forgive myself. I am way to harsh on myself this year. I’ve come to realize that I am not very mindful to the way I treat myself, rather than how I treat others. I always have been putting others first, and yet I becoming sad or lonely because I wish someone would do the same for me. That there was also another thing I shouldn’t be doing. I shouldn’t be ‘wanting’ something from anyone. Want is to desire, and desire is a poison which must be avoided at all costs. When I came to realize my problem, I felt very depressed about it but the depression went away only slightly. I have come to think that its actually a good think that I am now aware of my issue. Like I will tell others, being aware and knowing is the first step to trying to fixing an issue. I should be taking my own advice. haha.

It always bugs me how I find it so hard to take my own advice. Its always easier to take another’s advice on something. I’ve been so harsh to myself as well. The negativity has been too much to handle but I will make it go away. Its being very stubborn but I will continue to pressure it with positively. It is unhealthy to be so negative. I can visually imagine the damage it causes to my body and already have the urge to cleanse and purify it with the positive energy that my body deserves.

If I have learnt anything from the past year, it would be that negative thoughts and actions will cause the body both mental and physical harm. It will bring down your life to such a low point in which you will be silently suffering. Once you become negative, it consumes you and becomes very hard to get out of.

I want to improve my thinking as well as my art. So as a new resolution I want to love myself more than hate. As hard as it sounds, I really want to treat myself with more kindness and compassion so I can become happier in this life.

Thank you for reading.

Pretty #sunrise.  On the bus now, off to tafe.

Pretty #sunrise. On the bus now, off to tafe.

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Art/Life Update.

I’m sorry for no uploads lately. I’ve been having some ups and some very low downs due to being put onto medication. I did feel bad for not touching my tablet in over 3 weeks. The thought of drawing digitally has made me get into a slump. My self confidence is a little weak at the moment and I’ve been so negative with my artwork. It makes me sad because I’m trying so hard but  even that feels like its not hard enough. Makes me believe that I’m over doing everything, trying so hard, trying too hard and letting my inspirations and skill suffer because of it. Kind of feels like I’m running around in circles, getting no where even though I’m running as fast as I can. I might not be uploading as much anymore but I do try regardless of if I have followers/fans there for me or not. My mind is a little clouded so I can’t even draw efficiently these days. I’m probably going to fall a lot while in this state but I will try to get up every time. I do feel like crying but crying won’t get me anywhere, its simply a temporary release and even if I could, I couldn’t because my medication is numbing me. Although I feel depressed and being like this makes me not want to draw, I force myself to just scribble things onto paper. I do read and watch tutorials when I’m not drawing so even if I’m at a standstill, I’m continuously learning. It’s not like I don’t want to be an artist, art is my life but I cannot help my current issues at the moment. I want to draw, I am very serious about it, I have been for my entire life so don’t ever think that I’m a weak or not so serious artist. I am Serious.

I feel very sorry to my true followers/fans. Regardless of having 2000+ likes on facebook and 400+ followers on tumblr, I feel as if I have really let down those few who do enjoy my art and have been there for me. I am really sorry. I wish I could be uploading more art.

The sad thing is, I feel alot of hate towards myself for many reasons. I hate that I feel this way, but its something that I honestly cannot help. I know I shouldn’t and many have told me not do hate myself, but that is all easier said than actually done. I hate myself, I hate who I am and who I am becoming. I’ve let myself down many times over. I feel stuck in a never ending cycle. Haven’t exactly found a solution, but I am trying. Its just really hard. I should forgive myself but that too, is easier said than done. Why is so many things like that? I feel so sick. I’m so tired but I’m trying my hardest.

I was..Trying really hard on some plants…
Nope.Not today.

Illustration homework. Never thought I would feel so frustrated at myself before. 

I was..
Trying really hard on some plants…

Nope.
Not today.

Illustration homework. 
Never thought I would feel so frustrated at myself before. 

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